..... .... ... .. . mimi

fate..

wat that have been going on...

last week i went clubbing twice uh...to dbl O and MOS...
DBLO (Thursday)
wow..that place gets me drunk everytime without fail!!!
so i had a couple bottles of stout before i went in...
had around 8 jugs of housepoor on our table...
a i dun noe why la...but i bought 1 whole tray of shots...
thats what i call DRINKING! yeah...
and so i met fadly, tin tin...& khai...he was my frens bro-in -law friend...
then there was this gerl who came up me and it was like...
MIMI!!!!
wit my soggy face i ask WHO ARE YOU!!!??!
atira la...
haha...ya ya, wak will always tell me, jgn mi..dia tu da ada matair..haha...
really nothing on my mind...but she like..lawa u noe..lawa? ish! suka la aku tgk muka dia!!!
and wen i woke up the next day, i had a luka on my back and it waS bengkak..same goes to my right fist uh...didnt remember why...

next was MOS...
wak wass so drunk he wanted to start beating up people.. but i was quite sad wen we both were walking he started to say...
"mi, napa fadilah tak ikot..aku nak jumpe dia..."
pity wak uh...4 years...
wen he told us he wanted to tunang...everything suddenly changed...
den...
i saw her bro at 7-11..
he smiled at me uh, shaked my hand...
and everything i ask was...
"kakak ko mana?"
"kakak ko baik?"
"kirim salam kat kakak ko k?"
funny that i only just asked him about her...
den we i told my frens that was her bro...
some said... Who? that BITCH?
hahaha...and i nearly wanted to slap that persons face...
NEVER CALLED HER THAT OK?!
marah nampak...

someone asked me a favour...
to ask me to stop drinking...
coz maybe wen she saw how i drink that particular nite..i even finished her drink...wen i was talking to her on the fone after that i was drinking...
she asked me to stop...
never saw a person drinking a small bottle of jim beam in 10 minutes rite...
"eh ko gila la mimi..."

i love listening to music especially this song...btw his shoes are what i call NAB! love his shoes...anywae i'll always listen to my ipod uh...
and i always makes me.....
Wander..hayal...
last week i nearly again for the second time this year, was nearly hit by a car...good thinghe stoped in time...
and will i was a work carrying some boxes, 3 metal pillars 2m tall nearly hit me on my head.. a good thing i had fast reflexes,i only cut my hands and hurt my wrist...

someone lost their cat....reminded me of her when snowy got lost...

i didnt know why but yestaday, i dreamt of HER, bro, abg lemi, wak, nis, adik, kakak...

but suddenly i woke up...@ 3am...
and cant sleep uh...

i really miss her...
and im still waiting...
i dun wanna give up waiting...
no matter wat happens , i always try uh...
coz i noe GOD isnt cruel...

i'll make mysef happy will waiting aite...
maybe that will help...
eventhou u wont reply my msgs...
eventhou u wont pick up my calls...
eventhou u dun care anymore...
i'll always be waiting for u...

**mimiBOTAk

Monday, June 16, 2008 // 10:10 PM